is that really how this is? all this time i thought youd change and finally understand that what you have is precious. well i guess not. i guess that you actually still cant stop thinking about the one person that everyone else thinks about and the only person that you actually seem to care about. apparently thats the only person that can truly make you happy. no one else can measure up to that person who has extraordinarily high perfection levels. that person doesnt do anything wrong, but when they do its all okay and nobody really stops to ask questions. its strange isnt it that even though this person has more than any other person could really dream about having, they are not only unhappy and left wanting more, but insanely ungrateful for what they have always had. even after disaster strikes, that person becomes even less thankful and takes it all for granted, but you keep on idolizing them in your mind. funny how that works. if you could ever stop to look around you, which at this point we all know you obviously cant, youd see that all the people closest to you are hurting, but still only that one person occupies your thoughts. you dont even blink when they are completely distraught, unless of course it could somehow benefit that person that you think about constantly. this all seems so obvious to those around you, but it seems that you have been blinded by that person who happens to be standing between you and happiness if you could only let them go and see some other people you might actually understand it truly means to be joyful.
so it really shouldnt come as a surprise, that "that person" is actually you.
"Life is a period of time in which everyone tries to get what they want while taking for granted what they already have."
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