its five minutes to midnight

so school is done and im sitting at home on my laptop. a wonderful feeling really. but at the same time ive really only traded prison cells. now im working instead of school stuff but at least that is homework free! seeing as how its memorial day, also known as the official start of summer in the heart of most Americans, i cant help thinking about the actually summerness of life. summer is really only designed to be enjoyed by children. they're the ones who have nothing else to do but enjoy God's creation and eat sweet, sticky treats for the whole of those glorious three months. once you enter the adult world, which for me was at age thirteen, and you start working through the whole summer, you are restrained from enjoying so much of what summer used to mean to you. your life is now controlled by your work schedule, or as of late, gas prices, but thats another subject thats not for me to talk about ever. how can the greatest season be enjoyed at all if you are being controlled and not in fact 'free' as the the very word "summer" implies to everyone? hard to say. this is my bitterness at the moment. i just love summer so much that i really wish i could spend more time actually enjoying it and less time feeling like i dont even have a summer. but ya, anyways, i think i will promise myself now to stop complaining so much on this blog. we'll see how that goes. until later, toodles.